I think I need to stop doing what I’m doing…
I told you guys I’m super into this crossover.
Stan and Rick were roommates for a brief stint in college. Neither of them lasted long…
Pics of the Day for August 22! Our first look at the Sound Test!
Also, the website has updated with a music section: Check it out here!
The new ‘Multi-Man Smash’ Theme, uploaded today at SmashBros.com.
I AM LOSING MY SHIT OVER THIS WHAT THE FUCK ARIN HOLY SHIT I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING I ALMOST FUCKING CHOKED
i can’t believe space dandy has been confirmed for super smash brothers 4
I’ve been pretty sad for what I have done and the way I have treated people. And also for thinking those people hate me. Well, heres the think that I have realized. Those guys don’t hate me. They just want me to understand that asking for things and yapping about not getting gift art is pretty…
Proud I wrote this
I’ve been pretty sad for what I have done and the way I have treated people. And also for thinking those people hate me. Well, heres the think that I have realized. Those guys don’t hate me. They just want me to understand that asking for things and yapping about not getting gift art is pretty rude. And of course I agree, it’s very rude. But theres a little Kerwin inside of me that doesn’t completely understand why its rude to be honest. It kind of confuses me but still understand it at the same time. I don’t know. Plus the thing that I really want is for those people to follow/watch me back, just to start over with them and become there friend. Not for they’re art. But the way I see it, thats not going to happen for quite a while or just never. I think when I just only want gift art sometimes, it puts people in a bad mood or gets angry at the person and thinks thats how friendships work or something like. Its something I can’t explain.
But I don’t ask for art anymore. And I will never take people for granted anymore. This is something that has been bothering me for MONTHS now. This “depressed” crap all started I think sometime in april or January where I said that I was depressed and I wanted people to make ME happy. ugh. And of course I have lost a follower for that. And who was that follower? Some guy named Bela. Anyways, he told me to stop and of course I didn’t and became very depressed because one of the people that I have liked unfollowed and I understand why. This has happened a lot of times to me through this year and I am just getting sick of attitude. I became sad because Rob, Nuclea, Fern, Lotion, and others unfollowed or un watched me. Some explained why and I understand why.
I don’t want to be that guy anymore. I really don’t. And Im afraid this may happen the same thing but with my closer friends. I just want those followers back. But then again, I ask myself this: Do I really want those guys to follow me again? I can’t force to follow me they un followed me for a reason and they will probably keep away from me. And you know what..Im fine with that. Okay to be honest not really, but I do understand why. I don’t know, I guess I don’t very complete when those guys unfollow me and I just well up inside and say “why? Why me?” But I of course I know. Its because of me. Its my fault and I have to learn from all of this. And I am learning from all of this! Look at me! Im miserable without those people! I just want to start over with them and become they’re friends and realize that I am a good guy. It gets me sad almost everyday but yet I still get disappointed in myself. But this shouldn’t get me discouraged. I have to lift myself up from this. I should not beat myself up from this. But whats happening right now is an actually good thing because I have and I am going to learn from this.
Also I hope this will be my last “okay kerwin” message because I am getting sick of typing these. I actually feel better letting this out.
Going to keep drawing.